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mangledthoughts
06 February 2007 @ 03:21 pm
the phone is a phone for a corporation
not for you to sit and make your personal phone calls on
you arent even part of the organization.
 
 
mangledthoughts
05 November 2006 @ 10:47 pm
whos going to be on Debbie Travis' new season of "From the Ground Up"

.. me.

March 2007!
 
 
mangledthoughts
03 November 2006 @ 10:16 pm
What a strange day it has been today. intense to say the least.
Where to start. I was cast in a 4th year directing one act. Which means I auditioned, and got a part. What these plays are, is the final exam for a course for forth years which asks them to produce a one act show. I was cast as the son in a play called "Wasp" written by Steve Martin. Amazing script, amazing actors to bring the script to life onstage. We are Two weeks into rehersal. I'm shaping my character up nicely into the creep that he is, pillowcase faces and all. Last night I had a rehersal with my 'Father' and my vision voice. It was around 7:00 it all ended. Great, rehersals over, it was an amazing thing, found so much depth to my character I've never experienced before, really amazing. I go downstairs in the building, and who is there but Wade!!! Oh Wade missed the show he was going to so he was sitting their with his friend Julie. Wade is waiting to brownnose with his girl who is going to produce Pippin next semester, he wants it bad. Julie and I hit it off like mad, we joke about the guy, same personalities cool girl. We hangout in these two chairs in the lobby of the theatre building for what seemed to be an hour, hour and a half than proceeded to Zac's than the campus bar. One of the funnest nights ever.
Next day, Today.
The Artistic Director of the NAC came into and talked to my class. Amazing inspiring guy, brought alot of insight to the floor and opened my eyes to a few things. I'm really excited to bring these new ideas to the rehersal. Class ends, afraid to approach the guy I left walked down the stairs ( he held the door for me ). Im walking down the stairs, about to endulge in the music samplings of John Mayer and my director of the play pulls me aside, with a tear stained face pulls me into a room.
As I was out having fun last nite, one of the leads from the play, amazing actor McGoey callaber; mugged. An axe was taken to his achilies heel. hes in the hospital. HOW fucked up can that be. I was shocked, and still am in a state of shock.
Sure I have my theories as to what led up to this incident but still no person should ever have to go through that.
And here we stand, rehersal tomorrow at 11. How strange its going to be, we are not going up in a week as planned. Recasting? Still strange.
the dynamics shift, square one. Not just for the new person but for everyone. Characters play so much off of other characters, that we all will be back at the beginning.
Its a shame, we were in such a good position, everything so great, and this. BAM. Crazy. Stunned.
Tomorrow will be strange.
Things change in the flash of an eye.
My last C&P blog just became even more pertanent.
Hold on.


I gotta use this thing more often.
 
 
mangledthoughts
30 October 2006 @ 06:23 pm
Imagine this:

You're on an airplane, sleeping with your head against the window, your heart set on being home this time three hours from now. All of a sudden, something goes very wrong. The plane stops moving across the air and instead starts falling through it. The lights are flickering and the movie is skipping. The plane dips hundreds of feet in seconds, and the yellow cups fall from the ceiling. They're a brighter shade of yellow than you remember, because unlike the demonstration, these cups have never been handled before. "Flight attendants take your seats now", you hear, the pilot's voice trembling over a cacophony of alert tones. You get that smell in the bridge of your nose like you've just been hit with a football. That's what the fear smells like. The plane is going down.

Four more drastic drops in under a minute. People are crying. For all the folklore about how your life flashes before your eyes, you're remarkably fixed on one vision - your parents. They're sleeping at this very moment, in a bedroom so quiet they can hear the clock in the kitchen. And you can see them, clear as can be. You wish you could see a playground or a first kiss, but all you can see is your parents sleeping. Huh. Well, that's that.

Several long minutes go by. Then, all at once, the lights come back on and the plane somehow rights itself. Some people cheer, but most people cry harder. The plane lands about an hour later, and as soon as you feel that touch down - hell, even when you were within 50 feet of the ground and could still technically survive a fall - you realize that however you brokered the deal between you and God worked; you've just been granted life in overtime.

Here's the question: what do you change? Whom do you call that you haven't spoken to in years? Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease? What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book? What can't you be bothered with anymore? What's the new you like?




Think about that, and then ask one more question. Why not just change it all right now?
 
 
mangledthoughts
15 October 2006 @ 10:53 pm
Huge Rant Coming Soon to a Computer Screen Near you!
 
 
 
mangledthoughts
03 October 2006 @ 05:50 pm
Advertising becomes annoying, especially when the advertising is about pointless things, that NO one gives a shit about!
Dualy noted, that you dig deeper and see that everything about the "advertizie" is the same
every last picture is one in the same.
Advertizements usually pride themselves in being different. While this one says its totally unique, it's not, its exactly like everyone else, everyone. Nothing about them is unique because it has compiled bits and peices from others to make them what they are.
And looking at it from another angle, and another, and for that matter one more, just because you change an angle, doesn't change what the product is.
 
 
mangledthoughts
02 October 2006 @ 04:53 am
bloggity blog blog.
 
 
mangledthoughts
07 September 2006 @ 01:48 am
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Fuck me. shit.....
 
 
mangledthoughts
31 August 2006 @ 04:45 am
And so it begins,
Words cant describe how I feel right now,
I try to convince myself I'm Ok,
and that moment is when I break down again
I'm going to miss you guys.
Best summer ever..

Love you guys




Space Wine.
 
 
mangledthoughts
29 July 2006 @ 12:55 pm
I have a slight detest growing for you.
I'm sorry, it's all your fault.